Wednesday 18 May 2016

Mirror Others or Yourself?




A mirror is for self reflection and self realization. Looking in the mirror for years just to understand your own features, your eyes, a gate to the soul and last but not least understanding or helping 'yourself'.

Today I saw something about myself. That mirror that everyone wants to discover, their own persona, mine was in every individual's face I have interacted with. A maternal universal soul. A woman has the ability to mother the universe, a strength that not many people are capable of, only the fresh souls that believe in good. When you share your vitality and spirit with individuals, the vitality inside yourself slowly transforms into the ghost that hunts you. Since not everyone is you. That mirror should be personal, situated opposite you, only you, to find you, what makes you happy, what method works for you as you, not following the vitality of others and believing they know the answers. Since that will bring yourself and others down.

A mirror is not an object to put on different individual's head's to help them, hence you will only see yourself in others and that is a form of selfishness as well, it might seem genuine at momentary aspects, however, every individual has a separate destiny, a separate path to follow, separate body parts, separate minds. Therefore that mirror that you put on their heads will break and turn into poison, since they never understand you, a statement that most people mention, why do you not understand my mind?
When you look into that personal mirror, one to one with yourself, moment of self realization, then there is no need to look into people's eyes as if it is the mirror of your own.

Wednesday 11 May 2016

My Tale of War & Piss





The moment of blood and joy.. You can choose the red pill or the blue pill to escape, however there is no escape from our most private homes. Our brains.. We can control, we can give, we can hate, we can love, we can do whatever the hell we want with this cabbage form  of organ.
Screw haters and accept love from whomever it feels right.


A journey of war or peace? The answer is in our brains.. Dali Lama said it's an art to find peace in chaos. He said it, followed by so many other similar philosophies.

Recently I made a film which was loved and hated by some. Loved by those whom thought of me of a girl with a verbally dreamy attitude and some who could not bare to see a feminine petite girl can be a fucking animal and stand up like an animal and run for what I like and believe in, which was myself. This taught me that life is not always unicorns and animals fight to get what they want. I can be a fighter if it is in front of me, however I step with respect and peace until the first pissfull moment smashes my peace. Just like a lion spotting danger. I rawr and fight back. There comes the guilt that people put on your shoulders while trying to do something for yourself, they blame you for not being like the way they are. Well my five finger do not look fuckin similar,

Thus you give in to guilt, you will analyze and balance the wrong and right. Never run away from guilt, cause it might not be a form of guilt that you think, yet it is an alarm for re-thinking life, even on behalf of your surroundings.

The power we give everyday by listening to the news, by listening to a mate, by going to work with negativity, it is more powerful than we realize.
Therefore we have to find that peace within, in order to be in harmony with everyone and everything. A peaceful fighter, is also a fighter. We need to realize this life is war, whether in news or history or work or school, it's all a battle, but imagine if everyone found something beautiful inside themselves through this battle? Wouldn't that be idealistic? no cause without that darkness we would never see the brightest colors and lights. Now that's badASS but realistic ;)

I am going to shut my mercury retro mouth now

Have a good night everyone and try to find a sense of peace, hence, do not loose to the battle of darkness, since you are giving it power and power and that should teach you to you rise not fall...