My Tale of War & Piss

The moment of blood and joy.. You can choose the red pill or the blue pill to escape, however there is no escape from our most private homes. Our brains.. We can control, we can give, we can hate, we can love, we can do whatever the hell we want with this cabbage form  of organ.
Screw haters and accept love from whomever it feels right.


A journey of war or peace? The answer is in our brains.. Dali Lama said it's an art to find peace in chaos. He said it, followed by so many other similar philosophies.

Recently I made a film which was loved and hated by some. Loved by those whom thought of me of a girl with a verbally dreamy attitude and some who could not bare to see a feminine petite girl can be a fucking animal and stand up like an animal and run for what I like and believe in, which was myself. This taught me that life is not always unicorns and animals fight to get what they want. I can be a fighter if it is in front of me, however I step with respect and peace until the first pissfull moment smashes my peace. Just like a lion spotting danger. I rawr and fight back. There comes the guilt that people put on your shoulders while trying to do something for yourself, they blame you for not being like the way they are. Well my five finger do not look fuckin similar,

Thus you give in to guilt, you will analyze and balance the wrong and right. Never run away from guilt, cause it might not be a form of guilt that you think, yet it is an alarm for re-thinking life, even on behalf of your surroundings.

The power we give everyday by listening to the news, by listening to a mate, by going to work with negativity, it is more powerful than we realize.
Therefore we have to find that peace within, in order to be in harmony with everyone and everything. A peaceful fighter, is also a fighter. We need to realize this life is war, whether in news or history or work or school, it's all a battle, but imagine if everyone found something beautiful inside themselves through this battle? Wouldn't that be idealistic? no cause without that darkness we would never see the brightest colors and lights. Now that's badASS but realistic ;)

I am going to shut my mercury retro mouth now

Have a good night everyone and try to find a sense of peace, hence, do not loose to the battle of darkness, since you are giving it power and power and that should teach you to you rise not fall...